The Moderns
Last night I saw MV and CV. Very, very nice folks. I found myself once again pondering their past, their present. Trying to make sense of their history.
Today, at TG, I discover more things, not meant for my eyes. Serendipity maybe? Or because I asked the universe? Or maybe it's simply what happens when i'm in front of the right computer and I have some time to kill. Who knows. I try to avert my eyes, but it's too late. I can't unsee what I saw. Worse yet, I can't stop delving deeper. I need to know.
I try to work on something else. But instead I find I'm staring at a picture of LV. He is young and looking right at the camera, a knowing smile on his face. I believe he is laughing at me. Asking me what i'm going to do next.
What is my next step? I know... and at the same time, I don't know. Or maybe i'm just afraid. What I am certain of, it is far easier to go through jungles on foot looking for vanishing people.
Today, at TG, I discover more things, not meant for my eyes. Serendipity maybe? Or because I asked the universe? Or maybe it's simply what happens when i'm in front of the right computer and I have some time to kill. Who knows. I try to avert my eyes, but it's too late. I can't unsee what I saw. Worse yet, I can't stop delving deeper. I need to know.
I try to work on something else. But instead I find I'm staring at a picture of LV. He is young and looking right at the camera, a knowing smile on his face. I believe he is laughing at me. Asking me what i'm going to do next.
What is my next step? I know... and at the same time, I don't know. Or maybe i'm just afraid. What I am certain of, it is far easier to go through jungles on foot looking for vanishing people.
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