13 October, 2005

10 oz bag of baked lay's and a can of coke for lunch

it's one of those days... the kind that makes me wanna jump out the window.

so busy at work... just work, day to day crap that i hate but gotta do. i remind myself it won't be long before i can make a move.

didn't get a chance to have lunch... so i'm eating a big ol' bag of chips... i hate chips!! all that salt. made me thirsty, so now i'm drinking a can of coke... i hate soda! "soda...tastes like malted battery acid" 50 points to whoever knows where that line is from.

going crazy with insurance... i hate, HATE insurance companies. and i work in one!!! talk about self loathing. i'll have to discuss that with my shrink. our car got smashed a month ago.. a MONTH!! over a month! still dealing with it. insurance won't pay... that is... dragging forever. i'm so pissed...

love notes from jugirl's teacher. oh she must think we neglect our children. i can't help it if jugirl's not turning in homework. i see her working on it, i read to her... why is that woman sending us love letters saying we're not? aigh!!

and where is all the money in the bank?
and what about the laundry?
and the house still looks like something exploded... in EVERY room!
and then there's pictures, and exhibits, and proposals, and love notes from my boss about my tardiness (i know why i'm always late... it's my passive aggressive nature!)

it's one of those days...

grey goose... take me away.... (time to self medicate... or maybe just have some toro, eh dongkwan? with some really smooth chilled sake)