06 December, 2005

morning sickness...

ugh... shudder, shudder, shudder...

something is wrong with this, on so many levels. i don't even know where to start...

i guess it's all on the up and up, the business end of it. i mean, they're not "buying" them are they? and it's all under the "personals" umbrella - folks just looking for folks to sincerely love and hold, right? then, how come it's nauseating to me? could it be the blaring economic inequality inherent? age differences? it's not really about true love is it? i mean maybe on one side of the equation, those looking for love, whatever that means. but on the other side, it's about survival, getting the hell out of a country that has nothing to offer them, no matter what they have to do.

shudder, shudder, shudder...